Definately on a Down now. I didn't want to be bothered with going to work or actually talking to people. I didn't care about anything at all. Even asked myself why I was speeding to work today when I didn't want to be there.
The scariest thing was the thought that my life is just too much hassle to bother with. Why would I think that? I'm not suicidal, I enjoy life. It was like my brain was a completely different person than me, telling me what it believes. It was weird.
I also have been obsessed with my weight. Always thinking I'm fat and ugly. I don't like these Downs, I'm not used to them at all.
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I've decided to start this blog so I can track the ups and downs better, and hopefully get a little perspective on things :)
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May
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- Still good and hot
- Feeling good again
- Normal I think
- Bouncing back?
- Definately Down
- Down and fat
- Still ok
- A bit raw, but ok
- On an Angry?
- Still normal
- Average....with a bit of Down
- Average
- Down, but not too bad
- Still Down
- Down
- Normal and hurt
- A tiny bit Down but a good day
- e The trend continues.....still feel good but not ...
- Still coasting in normal
- Still a happy normal
- Bounced back to the Up side of normal
- A bit Down
- Tired and normal
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